|Watching Parker play tee ball.|
I'm not sure why watching my little girl, my last one, grow up is so difficult for me. With Parker and Cooper, I eagerly anticipated every milestone, with Hadley, I am dreading them. It's time for her to try real food for the first time and for the last few weeks, I've just put off trying. I can't even push myself to buy rice cereal. I keep telling myslef, "I'll do it next week". I think next week is finally here. I've just got to find a way to deal with my own emotions, revel in her growth and cherish the memories of her.